I Can See The Light
Today, I am beginning to feel much better and less overwhelmed. The past 2 months have just been crazy for me with work. It was just driving me up the wall.
For the rest of this week, I am working on finishing up a bunch of “emergency” projects. Hopefully after that, I will have some time to breathe. The projects will still be coming in, but not to the complexity and huge demand as they are now.
The people that I am working with have seasonal businesses and now is the time to get things together before the warm weather hits and customers become interested in their products, etc. Its like this every year, but because I took on several new jobs, it’s double quadruple the aggravation.
My thing is that I feel like I am loosing money by not doing this or that and hate to count it as a loss. Yeah, that is greedy as hell…but it just bugs me and my biggest fear is not to go broke. If I can find some way to compensate for that without working, then that would be great…thats in a perfect world though.
Anyway, I have a feeling that things will start to clear up as I have shifted down a few gears. I guess that over the next month with be experimental to see if we actually financially feel the effects of me not working.